So I was reading about some white supremacist music festival being held in my hometown today and just felt disgust at the fact that a lot of the wankers who'll go to it sharing my belief system. It was the nail in the coffin as I've become very jaded with the general lunacy, crystal-gazing fuckwittery and denial of reality that pervades the New Age movement. I was done with it after trying the prayers, the positive thinking and the crystals, seeing the bullshit about Himalayan salt lamps sucking positive ions out of the air and helping with depression and/or mould, seeing people spend hundreds of dollars on psychics and casting my own runes and them not doing a fucking thing.
So I'm officially agnostic with an Asatru slant. I still follow the Nine Noble Virtues (oddly enough, the Odinic Rite ones of Courage, Truth, Honour, Fidelity, Discipline, Hospitality, Self Reliance, Industriousness, and Perseverance) and do my damnedest to keep my word and stick by those I consider kith and kin but I have accepted that there is no scientific proof for my beliefs.
I'm not a full-blown atheist mostly because I honestly don't know. Maybe one day I'll be more certain.
So... yeah. I'm an agnostic. Can I have cookies?