I had been thirsty for new information as it seemed everything I stumbled upon I already knew, esoteric subjects even such as moon phase gardening. I wanted new information I hadn’t read or seen before, which is what I got. My former client/friend’s modem broke, only partially, it began filtering out his regular news website (C.N.N) and it wouldn’t let most pages load, however, I noticed the ones that would load were ones with information that felt to be true, and information I hadn’t seen before. I was guided to the channel
http://www.youtube.com/pleiadianseed so I began clicking on each video seeing which ones would load, some loaded, some didn’t, most stopped loading after I had seen the part that was essential. It was obvious to me that it was not merely a coincidence and the modem was not broken. My friend disagreed though and was determined to get CNN back.. lol, so he did, but the information I had obtained between that time was priceless and changed my outlook on things, especially the government. I had a new sense of understanding.
On Halloween I decided to drink the wine that was sitting in my room. The wine had the essence of love potion, there were grapeseed hearts floating in it, and it still remained half green and half red. I was a bit skeptical but pleasantly surprised at the taste, which was similar to a sparkling cider, I drank some and then poured it into a bucket and let the colors mix, then drank the rest. I was being urged to sing, but ignored it and went into the main house where I saw a night light, glowing different colors of the chakras, it reminded me of christmas lights. It got dim when it got to blue, and I took that as another reminder to start singing. I went back into my mother in law house, and began watching music videos, particularly jewel – who will save your soul, and eminem ft lil wayne – no love.. I was looking at eminem and noticed how his face changes so much in his pictures, (shapeshifting) and I was thinking how he must know a lot and be ascending as well. I also noticed the hints and clues in his pictures, and his name is “Marshall Mathers” (numerology, the meaning of the word Marshall… etc). Then suddenly he was in my head, talking to me, I knew at that point that possibilities are endless, but needed help becoming unbrainwashed, because knowing it and living it are two different things. I was still having a hard time living it.. He had me going through the motions casting spells to bring us together, my ancestors were witches, and I was always guided to get into witchcraft, so casting spells was not too far off from reality for me. I am a hands on learner, so going through the motions helped a lot. I got the sense that eminem needed my help like he was kidnapped somewhere, I believe he still is by Royce da 5’9(also slaughterhouse, I am the pig..) and that’s why he hasn’t taken his world tour or really done anything since they got back together for bad meets evil (evil is live backwards). He also had me drinking my own urine, and even eating my own feces, not a large amount, it wasn’t too bad at the level I was on as I was no longer in 3D. I was ascended into the 4th and 5th dimensions. Eminem told me that I was the spirit of mother earth, and that my scars(I’ve had since age 11 for no apparent reason) were a reflection of the damage done to mother earth. I was also informed that my vagina is a heart shape from the bed post incident, proving I am mother earth. He told me no matter what to always believe in myself, because the truth is crazy, and everyone would think I was crazy as well.
I was busy creating, trying to remove the 13th sign that had been implemented in the zodiac, rewriting the zodiac so that it was nothing but love and positive aspects of oneself.. I was practicing telekinesis and also battling the dark vampire that was attacking me. He was making my ears ring so loud and it was hurtful to my being. The only way I could make it stop was to sing and drown it out with love and light. My cat was possessed by eminem’s spirit also, and was guiding me to places in my house where the dark spirit was, so I could fight it. I was in a constant battle, and couldn’t sleep. My dark friend/opposite’s last name or at least what I know it to be, was ambrosia meaning immortal, my last name means the devil which also means death.. I wanted to be immortal and eminem told me he would teach me how.. Part of it is overcoming fear and the belief that something will kill you… Eminem told me that sugar is poison, and reminded me of the story flowers in the attic where there was poison in the sugar, and a few other instances in stories where something sweet is also poisonous.. It is symbolic. It was Halloween and someone on my instant messenger messaged me something about candy, but telepathically I was getting a different message to go to the store and get some candy, so I replied “mmm I like poison” and off to the store I went…
While driving there, eminem’s spirit told me to wreck my car into another head on, and told me it would make me immortal and it would bring us together.. So I gassed it, and wrecked my car into the other car.. Coincidentally my car started leaking exhaust out of the dash, and my door didnt want to open. Eminem urged me to stay in the car and breath the fumes, but I had to see who was in the other car. I forced the door open and went to check on the other person, who was an old lady who looked like she about died of fear. She was not hurt physically, but she was frozen in fear holding onto her steering wheel.. Something told me she had been living in fear her whole life, especially of car accidents (which is what attracted that accident into her life). I hugged her and kissed her on the cheek and told her she was OK. Something told me to tell her I was her guardian angel and to tell her to stop living in fear, fear is Hell.. Helloooooo, we are in hell right now. People had gathered around to watch and I was telling them to wake up. I knew I was surrounded by extraterrestrial beings/angels and was expecting them to show themselves in the sky but they wouldn’t… They just sat n watched me like a movie, lol. Coincidentally, I was wearing all white with 1 black stripe down the side of each pant leg(the number 11).. I was slowly spinning in circles telling everyone to stop living in fear as it is the fear that kills us, not the accident. I said this was not an accident, this was a purpose.
The cops came, and arrested me, but couldn’t get the door closed, I played light as a feather stiff as a board in the back. They tried closing the door but it was bouncing back open off of my feet and head.. lol. It must have been an amusing site to see.. I eventually let them close the door on me, but then took off my clothes and the handcuffs. My guides were telling me they were lice, and the word lice is in the name- POLICE. They called an ambulance and the ambulance came, the spirit of eminem was in a paramedic with a camcorder who was taping me. He asked me if I wanted to go to the light in a really happy voice so I was like “sure!” I got out of the cop car and into the back of the ambulance, then he asked “remember when you first got me?” referring to the fact that he was my cat, I replied “yeah and you were all grey…”. My cat was greyish in color and not very tame when I got her, but after loving her her hair changed color to a light tan and her fur just became brighter and more vibrant as she filled with light. He said that to help me realize the power of my love, as I never really loved myself, I always projected it toward other people and animals. He then asked me about my marijuana for sale and was asking me which strains I had.. (take me to your dealer/leader t-shirts) I suddenly became aroused and felt like I was in the beginning of the creation of a porno movie and asked “is this how porn stars are made?” lol.. All of the paramedics surrounding me were astrally possessed by higher beings/my guides/angels. I felt like eminem in one of his music videos, I arrived at the hospital and had scans done to ensure I wasn’t hurt.. I didnt have a scratch on me, I was perfectly fine from the accident. They cuffed me with velcro/metal latching cuffs to the bed and a police officer was reading me my rights as a nurse took my blood. I began singing “will the real slim shady please stand up?” I ignored the officer and told him “I don’t believe in arrest, I believe in love and light”. I looked at him like he was simply wearing a police costume and continued to sing over him, ignore him, ask him to repeat himself because I didn’t hear what he said, etc.. I was giving him a hard time, and not taking him seriously.. He was getting rather upset by it… The nurse told me I was low on potassium and forced me to drink a cup of brown liquid that smelled like poison. I told her so and she said if I didn’t take it she would force me to take it through the I.V. that I had opposed but been forced to take as well. After I drank it, I felt as if I had been poisoned with rat poison. I began bruising where the cuffs were, my body was getting cold as my soul was being sucked away. She kept covering me with warm blankets. I could have swore she was trying to kill me. I did everything I could to slip out of the velcro cuffs and take the I.V. out of my arm, but the nurse came back in and re-did them tighter and told me she was going to put the I.V. back into my arm.. I was panicking, but after she left the room eminem undid both hand cuffs simultaneously, and then I heard one nurse ask the other “did she escape yet?”. I took that as my cue to get the hell out of there.. I got my right leg free without a problem but the left wouldn’t come undone, luckily scissors were within reach on the counter next to me so I grabbed them and cut it, then slipped out the back in nothing but a hospital gown.
There was a group of dark people waiting outside the hospital, and as I walked past them I puked… I walked past the hospital, then noticed I was walking past it again but was walking a straight line, I had time traveled somehow, I believe it was to prevent me from being seen by police driving by. I was dressed well for the occasion, being that it was Halloween and I was in nothing but a hospital gown covered in bruises.. lol. I asked a few people for money for a payphone and they wouldn’t help me. Finally I asked a guy pulling into a parking garage for help.. He seemed to be a soul mate of some sort, and was genuinely concerned about me, he had no issues giving me a ride 20 minutes north from where I was and for that I am very grateful. I had him give me a ride to ‘north city bar and grill’, as I figured I would see someone I knew there to help me, I was locked out of my house and my friend was out of town.. Tracy was a last resort considering the bracelet she had given me. I had no luck getting help from anyone there, although my friend Brian who was an X karaoke host there gave me his Sedona Arizona hoodie to wear, I ended up having the bartender call Tracy to see if I could stay there for the night. She said yes, so I ended up walking there which was about 10 blocks away….
Tracy let me into her house, I told her I had been poisoned by the hospital and she was a bit put off by my condition and attire, she did not offer me anything to wear or a blanket, I was freezing. I helped myself to a shower and some cilantro in the fridge, as I figured the vitamin K would help me to heal from the sugar damage within my veins and arteries. I was drinking water and I had been guided to press a button which was my g spot, it made the fluid drain from my body instantly and was helping me to flush my system. I kept drinking water and flushing it through. Eventually I went into the living room with my towel and her son who is 2 years younger than I was laying down on the couch. I had gone on a couple dates with him and even had sex with him before(which was not such a memorable experience, so it didn’t continue). I layed next to him and he made sure to cover me with the white blanket. A telepathic voice told me he had to go in an hour, I wasn’t sure what he meant by that.. I was freezing still as I still felt poisoned. I could feel his heart beating, and he said he was having trouble breathing and asked if I felt his heart, I did feel it, it was pumping through not only him but me as well, and my heart seemed to have stopped. He was recharging me, it was like we were connected as one. I told him “I think you’re my twin flame” and he said “but you don’t even know me” I replied “yes I do, I have stayed at your house and we have even had sex..” I was very confused and didn’t realize he had been astrally possessed by the devil and was not Tracy’s son anymore. I noticed his facial hair morphed into the signature goatee of the dark prince. He told me he had to go and got up and went into the bedroom with Maya, his half sister, there was a bunk bed in there.
I was left alone in the dark living room, and could see the dark shadows moving along the walls. I felt like I was under attack by the birds, I felt the dark shadows picking at my soul taking pieces of me as they went. I was guided outside onto the balcony, and I looked up into the sky to see a sky full of UFOs, they were down low, I could see the ships in detail, there were so many of them, a sky full. I was then guided to cleanse the area by urinating off of the balcony, and so I did. I didn’t even wait for the ships to disappear before I went back inside, I was not that impressed after what I had been through so far, it figured they would show themselves when no one else was looking, lol. I went back inside and could hear Tracy and her husband snoring so loudly, and they began talking in demonic voices at me, the shadows were multiplying. Their little white dog (like toto off the wizard of OZ) ran out of the room whimpering and limping with a spirit latched onto him, and jumped on my lap, I wrapped my white towel around him and he was instantly cleansed and I let him down. I was told to begin cleansing them like Ghostbusters, and the ships above me were helping. Something told me to start singing, so I did, I began singing jewel, I felt so connected to her like it was her singing through me. Then I heard footsteps on the stairs running up them, then a hand on the doorknob, and then more footsteps on the stairs, I thought it was police coming after me as there was no other reasonable explanation I could think of.. I was technically wanted by them for escaping and the other charges.. I told them to come in if they were ready to face the eyes of god as I was guided to say that. Tracy and her husband came out of the room by that time, not happy, she had the phone in her hand and ended up calling the cops on me. I asked her about the bracelet she gave me but she wouldn’t even look me in the eyes, I could tell she knew what she had done and it was indeed intentional. Her husband jumped on top of Maya on the bed, and she was so frightened, I went to pull him off of her but he was afraid of me and avoided my touch. He began coughing and I was informed it was him being cleansed of the darkness, since I was at such a high vibrational frequency.
After that I was being told to leave with her son, and had the overwhelming urge to take Maya with me, as she seemed so pure and they were so dark, I wanted to protect her from them. Her son/Satan seemed to be stalling me and leading me on, then he pulled me to the side and said “no means yes”. He then pushed me out the door, and there I was face to face with the guy from the stairs who had been making all that noise. It was Tracy’s neighbor, he was possessed and attracted to my light. He was making an “oOoOoh” noise and reaching for my breasts wanting to steal my heart energy. I asked him for a ride, he just kept making that noise and grabbing for me. I sat in the back of his car and told him to give me a ride, I figured since he was grabbing for me he would give me a ride. He continued reaching for me so took his keys from him, but couldn’t get them into the ignition. Just then Satan/Tracy’s son came down the stairs, I had superhuman strength at the time, so the old man had no chance of getting the keys from me. Satan grabbed the key ring and pulled them from my, streightening and breaking the circular ring in the process, from that point on I was lit inside like a jack o lantern. He was inside of me. He put his hand near my mouth, I then was guided by my higher self to bite his hand and say “don’t bite the hand that feeds you”. Moments later, I heard him brag to the old man how he was my polar opposite and that’s why his strength was comparable, at that time the police showed up, and I saw no need for the keys so I let him have them.. I walked over to the police car and leaned over it putting my hands behind my back waiting to be arrested….
I felt complete with the fire inside of me, and was growing impatient as the cops were taking their time, making a scene out of it and prolonging it. I realized they were dark and attempting to feed off of me. Something made me say God and Satan work together, and I held my hand with 2 fingers out and was encouraging them to repent, or kill themselves by poking their eyes out on my fingers, it was either my higher self or Satan making me do this. I was enraged. I have a feeling it is all on video somewhere also, as police cars have cameras on them.. lol. Two or more officers got behind me, I felt one punch me in the head but it didn’t phase me as I was superhuman at the time, I hardly felt it. One was attempting to put the cuffs on me but a magnetic force was preventing him from doing so, I heard him ask another officer to try as he couldn’t get them on even though I was not resisting at all. Then I saw the old man whom had been grabbing at me come to the car, and his arm reached across the hood of the car and he was still trying to grab my breasts, despite the fact that the cops were right there. I didn’t know what else to do so I bit his arm. The cops then got a spit mask and put it on me and put me in the back of their car.