My mom finally agreed to let me try an ADHD medication (Vyvance) over the weekend to help me focus. Some of the side effects are supposed to include anxiety and becoming more emotional, so my worst fear was that it would exacerbate my anxiety. However, not only do I feel more focused, but my thoughts no longer fly all over the place at a million miles per hour, and I actually feel very
calm and happy. I can't remember a time when I was this calm (boredom exempted). It's... simply...
wonderful.Now I just have to keep it a secret from my dad, but I don't think he'll notice a thing.