@Eva-Beatrice: yeah... the "baptism" involves being in a temple dedicated to wine and merriment, and being annointed with wine.
it was in '89, in a wine cellar, with a bartender/oenologist (bacchus' devout) annointing me with a bottle of jurançon '84 (white wine). i was a week old. it wasn't meant to be a true bacchic baptism, but i searched around and it's pretty much down pat. so i laugh it off. (helps explain my weakness to white wine, though!)
@sigmaleph: the ones from the start of the thread. must've misread something (again)
@sleepy: it's weird to explain, but i've seen atheists motivated by something i call Faith (with the capital F), like it's a divine pulsion. i've seen it in some curates or other church officials, like they really do believe what they preach. someone who is profoundly devout, but not bigoted. i've seen a lot of the reverse (me included) who can't grasp that. a physical impossibility to manifest those feelings and that ardour. it's not tied to religion, either. kind of an unshakeable, unchangeable thing. like being left-handed, or having blue eyes. you can't do anything about it, you have it or you don't. it's pretty cool to see it in action, really stimulating, makes you feel giddy, almost. hell, i feel awesome for them, but i'm wowwed by things i can't do/ perceive.