Sorry, just saw this post. While I mostly agree, I have to argue, he wanted to be famous. He thinks he is. He thinks he's a highly important person, and he thought Sonichu was majorly important, mattered, and most of all, he wanted it to. If he didn't want to be famous, he never would have put his comics online or made videos, or started this at all. He thinks he matters. He thinks he's the protagonist of a thriller movie, where everyone is plotting against him. Sure, he's an idiot, but he wanted to be loved and respected. He's a autistic, horribly raised, attention whore who brought down the wrath of The Internet.
Chris USED to think he's famous. Not any more. He long believed that he had literally billions of fans, but reality gradually sets in with him. Never anything that would encourage him to change, of course, but he's aware by now that he's not popular. He's switched his delusional popularity for delusional fear.
Ahh. I guess the internet beat that out of him. So, now he's gone from another celebrity dreamer to the a fucked up, useless, helpless survivalist type. Quoth The Joker: "It'd be funny if it weren't so pathetic. Oh what the heck, I'll laugh anyways! HAHHAHAHAHAHAH!"
Sort of. He's too much of a terrified wreck and manchild to be a "survivalist", so he mostly just sits around the house or McDonalds.
The thing is, he really IS lonely and wants friends. He wants to be able to go out and do things and pick up chicks. But his mother is a major force in his life (because she is both the woman who lets him do so much that he wants to do and she is the one who can punish him if he does wrong, because he's still mentally 12), and she's recently been keeping a tight leash on him. She'll call him if he's ever gone longer than he states he'll be, even by a few minutes.
Once she dies, if he doesn't have a breakdown of epic proportions, he'll likely start going out more. Which is a terrifying thought.
